The "I feel as if I could've been doing something more meaningful" feeling.
The whole "Save money, live at home" thing's gone out the [tornado fang]ing door since I'm going to be paying rent now. That was basically the only plan I had at all. I've got nothing else.
I know people tell me all the time "Oh you're only 21 the whole world's open to you, blank slate, etc." and other bullshit.
Yeah, except for the [acid burst]-poor GPA in highschool, the drop-out of college after two semesters, of which the second one had three failed classes.
I had a daydream once, it was kind of the idea of running a small game shop or whatever, that also sold other things that I also like (Anime and figures and such.). I thought that would be cool, except for the realization that having a niche store wouldn't really work out too well, having to pay rent and upkeep, hiring people, and still having money for other things, namely living expenses and whatnot. I quickly realized how infeasible it would be.