I feel like I'm just drifting away.
Nothing makes sense anymore, all of my dreams lately are hazy or the same thing all the time, I keep seeing myself in a hospital bed, hooked up to all kinds of machines, appearing to be in a coma, I can move around and see what is going on, but nobody can see me, they only see the me that is in the bed, or they are watching the screen on the device hooked up to me, which shows me sleeping in bed in the real world. Its like my dreams are me witnessing myself in a coma, with people watching over me, and that this whole world is a fabrication, and its possible for me to get out, to end the dream reality, but I'm held in against my will, others try to get me out, but none succeed. I know these are just dreams, but its strange that this one sticks with me the most.