I need to get something off my chest.
It's been bugging me since that KH "dicussion".
It's not about KH though.
It's about something else.
Under a spoiler, just in case:
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You see, when I finally gave that one last reply about KH, and Mirby promptly ignored it (which might have been the right thing to do) I frankly got angry.
Because my objective in that discussion wasn't any kind of drama.
But what really got to me, was the "KH is pretty emotional topic to me because of my friends".
Because although I know that's probably not what Mirby intended through that post, It made me feel very bad about what I was doing.
But then I got pissed.
Because I realized, that's actually a horrible and low thing to say, even if that was not the intention of it.
I basically felt, like by saying that, Mirb just said something along the lines of "I don't care for what you have to say because KH is a very touchy subject to me."
Keep in mind, I'm not trying to demonize Mirby here, no.
This is just me trying to get this off my mind. Last thing I want is drama right now, or causing some kind of grief to her.
And since it happened here, I'll just decided to post it here. Is all.
So anyway.
So then I began writing a post with a response, but then I realized that post might end horribly, so I changed it.
But each time I changed, I still knew it would end in a disaster.
So I just posted that: "Does anybody want to argue with me?!" or whatever post.
But even so, this little thing kept nagging at me.
I dunno if that makes me petty, or am I just more sensitive than I think... but that post by Mirb just made me feel horrible. Both in the way that it was actually something very emotional to her, because of what happend with her friends, and also, because it just seemed like a terrible thing to say in this situation.
Especially since I just wanted to argue, innocently enough, about KH's plot.
I know it wasn't its intention, but it still felt like a bad thing to say at the time. Sorry, Mirb. Forgive me.
Yeah. This would be it. Hate me if you will, but this is just something I had to say, otherwise I think I would explode.[/spoiler]
I feel kinda better now, regardless of the outcome of this.