I never said it was a bad drawing, but I think the first position deserved it more in my opinion. That other drawing was really cool too, it has an interesting and unique design as I mentioned, which made it really stood out from the rest. But well, the first one surely spent the same effort and time to make it, and only one can win, this happens in contests all the time.
And I really don´t like when everyone says that they wasted their time because they didn´t won. You can be sad or anything you want, but no one is forcing you to draw, you should be doing it for fun.
If you´re the author, then I would encourage you to keep participating if you´re motivated enough, since you seem to have the skills to be a great challenger.