Stop with the emo thing, Thanatos. It's getting old. Frankly, bitching about how your life sucks and stuff isn't the way to go. You think yours is bad? I have no job, barely even have a place to stay, can't afford any food so it feels like I'm mooching, I constantly go through bouts of depression, thoughts of suicide occasionally pass through my head, my kidneys suck, my back has residual issues from scoliosis, and there's even more to it than that. And do I [sonic slicer] and moan whenever this happens? No. I just let it pass, because it will. So shut the hell up about your "depression" and know there are people worse off than you who handle it far better. Take a page from them.