Well, the thing is I feel particularity confident now than I was in the morning, I really needd to get my life on track. It is like ever since I stopped going to school, I had been going downhill and steadily losing my mind but despite I keep holding on and I try to get back into school. The real way that I could do that is if I could I pay off some money so that I can get the credits and transfer into another school, otherwise my parents will be all over [parasitci bomb] and they will never let me forget it. Has anyone been given the "lazy" despite doing everything they can to find a job? IT is gfoing to take me half a year to pay some things off but I go to keep at it because it is the only thing I can do right now.