I'm upset that I keep missing school.
I... don't think I'm going to be taking classes anymore after this semester. I can't expect to do any good if I can't even show up to class 9 times out of ten.
I only went to class once last week. I've only been to one of my classes three times. I can't be doing this, though I'm wondering if work is partly to blame. I mean, I'm definitely the main offender here, but something about those 3-11 shifts really [tornado fang]ing bugs me, probably the complete loss of doing anything remotely enjoyable at night so I come home and stay up doing whatever until I go to sleep, which causes me to oversleep, then there are other times where my iPhone alarm is set, but doesn't go off for whatever reason.
The early morning shifts don't help either, but i'd rather have those since I usually just go to school after work so I don't miss class. Either way, I'm kinda sick of both and just want it to end.
I want to do good in school but if I keep missing it I might as well just quit.
I want to get out of my current employment but if nobody wants to hire me I can't quit.
Boy I wish I had the easy life of just being handed money for doing nothing, but that life is a TV fantasy.