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Today, I don't know what to say anymore and I may not had made excuses out loud but from what I hear from my mom, I must really suck. I got dropped out of college for a year and half due to money I owe for dropping a class and I had yet to find a job or something to pay it off.

My greatest concern is that even if I do find a job and something to do with my time so that I won't get in everyone's nerves, it won't be enough to pay for my debts even with arrangements. I am one of little patience and so will be my employers, I just don't know if I can endure days of work with no money insight.

I know won't get the jobs I want immediately nor will I always enjoy it yet in my conversations with my parents, I am almost afraid to leave the house if I have to endure my bosss being on me or my coworkers. Finding a job isn't easy, it will take me awhile and I don't have that time anymore.

Also, I have no experience and most jobs rewuire some form of experence yet I cannot get experience without a job. I am in a paradox, I am trapped in a mess of my own making and I can only get myself out because nobody is going to help me if I don't help msyelf.

This sucks and going in the "real world" is goign to be scary becaus eI will be out of my comfort zone. I will not be able to do the things I want again and most of all, it is going to be a long while before I land anything and no one is just going to hand me a job. It doesn't work that way.

The economy sucks but it isn't the economy's fault that I am in this. I just don't know how long I will hold out and I keep gettign thoughts suicide but it is not as though family has money for a coffin. The only thign keeping me sane is my own habits but otherwise I might as well just eat moth balls.

I am just lazy and they are right but they keep bringing up that I am twenty two years old and other more successful people are building rockets, finding a cure for cancer and what not. I just don't know if I can keep it up anymore.

My parents had been trying to get under my skin to get me angry at them and so far it didn't work as they hoped. I am concerned, I am not hikkorimori and I do leave the house but how bad is it out there? It is going to be awhile before I and anything so I might as well keep trying before I land something.

I need money, I don't care if its loans, grants, bribery or even stolen money. I need it but it is goign to be awhile before I get anything.

Sakura Leic · **Reply #9113 on:** May 08, 2010, 12:46:34 AM

Quote from: Spectro D. on May 06, 2010, 05:12:46 AM

Also, it gains base power when you receive damage first, so a defense/special defense boosting nature would be better.

Mamoswine's defense and special defense are really low so it won't matter if I do have a nature to raise it up it won't make much of a deference anyway.

Quote from: Dr. Thomas Light III. on May 06, 2010, 08:39:08 AM

Well Sakura...
Based on what you mentioned...
It's seriously not easy to predict how many eggs you need.
Sometimes, with luck on your side, within the first 5 eggs you'll get it.
Sometimes, maybe 10++ eggs.

Just breed, just your Ditto have the orgy of its whole lifetime.
... Yes, I typed it out.

Considering the fact that I have 33 Budews with the wrong nature, although one I might raise for an alternate strategy after Ev training the rest, it'll take almost just as long and the only other Ditto I have is in my Pearl game. So have a plan B that utilizes Will Gallents vast supply of Eevees, evolving certain ones into Espeons and catching the Dittos for me.

Dantonumanoa Ongdolota Amycronicon · **Reply #9114 on:** May 08, 2010, 12:48:05 AM

Quote from: Usagi Sakura on May 08, 2010, 12:46:34 AM

Mamoswine's defense and special defense are really low so it won't matter if I do have a nature to raise it up it won't make much of a deference anyway.

That I did not know...

Sakura Leic · **Reply #9115 on:** May 08, 2010, 12:57:41 AM

Quote from: Tickle Buffalo on May 06, 2010, 05:10:09 AM

No seriously it's -priority.

Your speed doesn't matter.

Okay I guess you're right about that, I guess I'll have to wait until Will catches me an Adamant Ditto.

EDIT: Well Akamaru solved my Adamant Ditto problem.

Dantonumanoa Ongdolota Amycronicon · **Reply #9116 on:** May 08, 2010, 02:16:33 AM

I haet English class.

Akamaru · **Reply #9117 on:** May 08, 2010, 02:22:07 AM

Quote from: Usagi Sakura on May 08, 2010, 12:57:41 AM

EDIT: Well Akamaru solved my Adamant Ditto problem.

You are very welcome.

"I Hate breeding and the new team I thought of, seems like 3 of them needs to be bred into the right nature."

Sakura Leic · **Reply #9118 on:** May 08, 2010, 02:33:10 AM

Hey at least you're not trying to breed 10 like I am, but at least 6 of them I definitly want as Adamant. I'm also thinking of training a Gardevoir since Lucario and/maybe Roserade are my only Special Sweepers.

Gaia · **Reply #9119 on:** May 08, 2010, 03:24:46 AM

I'm having a feeling that the RPM fan game subfourm should be called a diffrent name, because there's a slight chance (1-100) an indie game might show up in the subfourm.

Mirby · **Reply #9120 on:** May 08, 2010, 03:29:01 AM

What forum are you talking about?

Gaia · **Reply #9121 on:** May 08, 2010, 03:32:47 AM

The Fan Creations fourm, with it's new subfourm.

Mirby · **Reply #9122 on:** May 08, 2010, 03:34:02 AM

Ah, I didn't notice that at all.. lol

Dantonumanoa Ongdolota Amycronicon · **Reply #9123 on:** May 08, 2010, 05:04:44 AM

I haven't listened to Debussy in a while. It's just as beautiful as it was when I first gave ear to his mellifluous tones.

Akamaru · **Reply #9124 on:** May 08, 2010, 05:13:55 AM

Quote from: Usagi Sakura on May 08, 2010, 02:33:10 AM

Hey at least you're not trying to breed 10 like I am, but at least 6 of them I definitly want as Adamant. I'm also thinking of training a Gardevoir since Lucario and/maybe Roserade are my only Special Sweepers.

Lucario too? Mine is going to be either. Depends which is bred out first: Jolly or Timid.

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