I've made strides towards not being late, up until 2/14 I was doing fine.
And on 2/14 I overslept by two hours, thus throwing all of that work down the drain, if it weren't for that I would've not gotten reprimanded today.
Its a constant [tornado fang]ing cycle with me, start out bad, work on improving myself, hey what do you know i'm actually doing alright now, oops I slipped up BAD, end up bad again.
Its not even something that's like, occasional or something. No, its [tornado fang]ing stayed with me since I can remember, which leads to the natural evolution of the cycle, giving up. Looking at High School, worked on being a good student, hey I'm doing all B's and A's maybe I'll get that new computer, whoops I got a C+ in Math and it didn't bump up to a B at the end of the semester, no new computer for me, who cares what's the big deal about school anyway, grades end up C's and D's.
Basically, failing to meet goals or slipping up leads to me really slipping hard and in most cases not recovering, its a serious issue.