was on sprites inc. for a while when I decided to browse the affiliates...
I knew about RPM well before, but it was just another affiliate to me. I didn't even go into the forums.
But one day I was bored, and decide to browse around and see how different it was to the place I frequented.
I found it was a lot less strict about post content than inc(but most forums are anyway). There were also a
lot of members with colorful personalities!
At first I was just a spectator. But then I began to question whether
or not if I should register... I really wanted to...but I could get up the nerves. The whole "what if they don't like,
or what if I do something stupid? I always pull some stupid thing that haunts me forever!". But more importantly,
I just could see myself as an RPM member. No matter how hard I tried to imagine it, I could never think of fitting in.
I've always had a big self-confidence issue when it came to starting out in a new place...
But eventually, I just ignore those thoughts and hoped for the best. Not that I rushed into things.
I stayed small and quiet. I didn't give out much information about myself, and post here and there without making
a big attraction out of myself. I didn't even make an avatar, because, what on earth could I use? Nothing seem to
describe me personally. Had was nervous coming up with a username. I spent days trying to think of something good
until I just gave up and picked something simple.
But yeah, in short, I had a little trouble getting here...