But... who will sip soda while being chill as fuq?
As for not having much to contribute, don't beat yourself up over it. All I've done lately is Star Wars art and haven't worked on anything MM-related for years. As for trying to find a team... those take time or may never develop, but it's not the end of the world. I can only work with Ringman, and attempts to form a team with others haven't panned out. They most likely never will, but that's fine, as it's not a huge priority.
As for the RPs... Eh, they're RPs. Again, not the end of the world. I've been hitting one hell of a block lately and the Wushu campaign fell apart. It happens.
In terms of art, there's only one way to get better and that's to practice, practice, practice. We all started out crappy. No one is born great.
Though, PB may argue that.