I really wish that I learned how to drive and maintained a job years ago but now I feel like somehow I failed in something. My parents try to help me but they way they do it tends to alienate me rather then get me "shape up" and leave the house, I don't want to be forty and live under my parents roof for the rest of my life but at the same time, I getting a job is not as easy as it sounds and maintaining one can be pretty [parasitic bomb]. I want to go back into school but I need money (*cough* $700 worth *cough*) in order to do anything, I [tornado fang]ing hate the fact that getting a job is [dark hold] hard and I have to get it myself without nobody helping me. I really hate the fact that I couldn't drive years ago because my dad was too busy and now I don't if we even have money for that. I really need a job but the task is easier said then done. I wonder if anyone was given the notorious 'L' word by their parents?
The magical internet. Cost me almost $200 with the shipping. Its normally around $170. She was worth every penny. 
$200