"What Are You Thinking Now?"

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Reply #5275 on: August 04, 2009, 10:09:06 PM
I just lost about 2 years worth of personal side work because my [chameleon sting]ing flash drive was bent inward by someone and the laptop I made the backups to has been completely and thoroughly broken. On top of all of this, now I find out that I'm not locked in for another semester of college as I once thought I was, I can't fix it for myself since so many hands are all involved with it, and yet again I realize that at age 19, borderline 20, that there's only so much I can do to maintain the illusion of being independent and working towards my goals at this point. I want to freaking cry, rage, turn over tea tables, throw tea tables though windows, the works, and yet I can't even do that much because I've conditioned myself to a near distant and catatonic state. I don't even believe in the anger that I currently possess basically.

Am I insane?



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Reply #5276 on: August 04, 2009, 10:12:19 PM
I don't think so from what I've heard from my brother college can be like that some times.

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Reply #5277 on: August 04, 2009, 10:18:38 PM
The absolute worst part of this is calling up my mother to ask her to help me get back on track. Nevermind how saddening to me it is that I still have to rely on the parents, now I also have to contend with [parasitic bomb] like "oh, I'm sorry, I'm kinda busy with work, do you mind waiting until I get home?" Then of course nothing happens when she gets home.

I've worked and prayed, trudged and carried on through the thickest and smelliest of [parasitic bomb] in my life to let this little span of time between me being dropped out of school and now break my [tornado fang]ing aspirations. If anything else happens and my path is lost to me due to outside forces there will be [tornado fang]ing hell to pay.



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Reply #5278 on: August 04, 2009, 10:30:16 PM
Well at least you didn't deal with girl problems like my brother.

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Reply #5279 on: August 04, 2009, 10:32:34 PM
Heh, I've had my fair share, but none that I can share here without ranting or a "not safe for virgin eyes" warning. In other news, I'm backtracking to see if I can find some of my stuff now. I might be able to, but I'm still pissed that this even happened.



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Reply #5280 on: August 04, 2009, 10:39:11 PM
"I shouldnt have played so much battlefront.



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Reply #5281 on: August 04, 2009, 10:58:13 PM
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Reply #5282 on: August 05, 2009, 03:26:31 AM
'' its time to play Golden Axe 1-2-3 all over again! '' 



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Reply #5283 on: August 05, 2009, 08:11:17 AM
Happiness.... what a [tornado fang]ing load of bullshit that is... Nobody can be truely happy. I know sure as hell I'm not happy, that girl I liked that posed as Kallen wants to be that [sonic slicer] Akane (From Ranma 1/2) and she told me she only liked me because she felt sorry for me. [tornado fang] my Life, [tornado fang] the world, and [tornado fang] her to hell.



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Reply #5284 on: August 05, 2009, 08:17:25 AM
"Hmph... Undecided on my next course of action."



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Reply #5285 on: August 05, 2009, 08:24:09 AM
Hm... Han is sleeping in the bathroom and Bon Ami is sleeping on my laptop bag...


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Reply #5286 on: August 05, 2009, 08:31:46 AM
"Rawrgh. Must pester more RPMers on MSN or something. Need fuel for crazy story things, and only talking to people NOT at RPM other then Nick Z. Ryhtm doesn't help."



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Reply #5287 on: August 05, 2009, 08:33:54 AM
I can point you in the direction of really bad story ideas. 8D


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Reply #5288 on: August 05, 2009, 08:40:33 AM
Hm... Han is sleeping in the bathroom and Bon Ami is sleeping on my laptop bag...

I b'awwwwd


they dont think it be like it is but it do


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Reply #5289 on: August 05, 2009, 08:43:34 AM
Hm... Han is sleeping in the bathroom and Bon Ami is sleeping on my laptop bag...
How many cats do you have again?

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Reply #5290 on: August 05, 2009, 08:47:46 AM
Plenty.  Han Solo, Bon Ami, and Wizard.  Then there's my grandma's cat Tommy Tiddlemouse.  Then there's the stray Thay and her kittens Greedo and Zuckuss.  I'm working on taming the kittens from Sec's litter; Bossk, Dengar, Boba Fett, 4-LOM, and Iggy.  Bossk is starting to get used to me.


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Reply #5291 on: August 05, 2009, 08:52:52 AM
I'm sorry but Tommy Tiddlemouse's name made me laugh. XD  But man that's a lot of cats I only have 2, my house cat Snowball and the skinny black stray cat we never really named.  She used to have a male kitten but it either left her or died, but that is knida suprising she only had one kitten since she gets raped a lot.

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Reply #5292 on: August 05, 2009, 08:59:46 AM
Plenty.  Han Solo, Bon Ami, and Wizard.  Then there's my grandma's cat Tommy Tiddlemouse.  Then there's the stray Thay and her kittens Greedo and Zuckuss.  I'm working on taming the kittens from Sec's litter; Bossk, Dengar, Boba Fett, 4-LOM, and Iggy.  Bossk is starting to get used to me.

Oh sweet, you have awesome named cats like I do! I have Legolas Greenleaf, Sushi Caboose, Timmy's Gift, and Clem-ca-diddle-hopper.

We also had Sir Stanley Steamer Bucci Ocelot, Vincent Van Gogh, and Takes a Lickin' and Keeps on Tickin' Timex.
My mom loves frickin' cats.


they dont think it be like it is but it do


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Reply #5293 on: August 05, 2009, 09:00:23 AM
The one cat we had a long time ago, when I was like 4-5, was named Billy the Cat.



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Reply #5294 on: August 05, 2009, 09:08:09 AM
I have one stray cat name Mr. Stickies. But I had one cat before I moved. Her name is Miu and she's gone.



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Reply #5295 on: August 05, 2009, 09:10:53 AM
2, the mom being Cloudy and her son being Bubba.



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Reply #5296 on: August 05, 2009, 09:15:11 AM
Man I feel like a freak when I look at everyone elses cat names.
So normal XD


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Reply #5297 on: August 05, 2009, 09:16:55 AM
My dad named him Billy the Cat cause of Billy the Kid.  You should see the other stuff he's named.



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Reply #5298 on: August 05, 2009, 09:17:31 AM
Years ago I had a cat with Downs Syndrome named Brandon.  I also had a white cat named Blizzard.  She lived to be 22 years old.


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Reply #5299 on: August 05, 2009, 09:20:50 AM
My dad named him Billy the Cat cause of Billy the Kid.  You should see the other stuff he's named.
Do tell.

Years ago I had a cat with Downs Syndrome named Brandon.
Cats can have Down Syndrome?

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