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Title: Ahrzayl
Post by: Sophbox on December 08, 2015, 06:35:57 AM
Hey guys, this is really just a post to the people who knew my best friend Ahrzayl who posted here a lot a few years ago and was wondering about her whereabouts because from my understanding she sorta disappeared from here, Well I'm sorry to say that she passed away last monday morning, she had an uncurable disease and it got the best of her...
 
I'm sorry if this is against the rules, I kinda only made this account to let the people who knew her know about where she went and what happened to her...
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Quickman on December 08, 2015, 06:39:39 AM
Ahrzayl was a great person, and she brought a unique and refreshing personality to the board.  I'm glad to have known her even for a little bit.

My condolences to you and her family, and may she rest in peace.  She will be missed.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Sakura Leic on December 08, 2015, 06:41:14 AM
I was pretty worried about her since she was gone so long, I could have never imagined that she was going through something so devastating.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Amatiramisu on December 08, 2015, 06:49:26 AM
I don't think I've met her, but this is upsetting news. I'm sorry to hear this. My condolences to you, her family, and to everyone here on RPM who did know her.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Protoman Blues on December 08, 2015, 06:52:16 AM
Not against the rules at all and it doesn't matter. Thank you for taking the time to let us know. My deepest and sincerest condolences to you and her family. She was an amazing person and I enjoyed talking to her very much. Our hearts go out to you.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Sophbox on December 08, 2015, 06:56:01 AM
Thank you, It's been really hard... I can stick around to answer some questions if there's anything you guys wanted to know about her
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Protoman Blues on December 08, 2015, 07:00:32 AM
Honestly, I would absolutely love to hear some stories about her. As Dr. McCoy so eloquently said, "they're not really dead as long as we remember them!" So if you have any fun stories you'd like to share, I'd love to hear them. I completely understand if that's not an easy topic to talk about now though.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Sakura Leic on December 08, 2015, 07:03:16 AM
Same here, to be honest she was always something of a mystery to me.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Sophbox on December 08, 2015, 07:08:49 AM
We would watch a bunch of game playthroughs together, she'd always say she wouldn't be scared (in a scary game) as long as she had me and then something would slightly move and she'd hide behind me, it was so adorable and funny and then she'd pout because I was giggling, She really was the cutest person ever (Even if she would never admit it)
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Protoman Blues on December 08, 2015, 07:14:46 AM
She sounds so sweet.  :)
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Sakura Leic on December 08, 2015, 07:15:01 AM
That certainly sounds like something she would do, I still remember her making an outrageous comparison with PB in an Indiana Jones hat and Freddie Krueger.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Phi on December 08, 2015, 07:17:22 AM
Okay, this... This hits me really, really hard.

I have nearly 5 pages full of PMs between Ahrzayl and myself. That's the most messaging I've ever done to anyone here on this forum.

We were great friends and I absolutely adored our conversations. I did my best to help her through her issues with her apartment situation, her job and relationships.

I was even silly enough to use my Mii and Ahrzayl's Mii to relieve her of stress.

(http://i214.photobucket.com/albums/cc288/Superdee100/HNI_0079_zps334d337c.jpg)
(http://i214.photobucket.com/albums/cc288/Superdee100/HNI_0080_zps971970ae.jpg)
(http://i214.photobucket.com/albums/cc288/Superdee100/HNI_0083_zps52dc4bba.jpg)
(http://i214.photobucket.com/albums/cc288/Superdee100/HNI_0082_zps130cdab0.jpg)
(http://i214.photobucket.com/albums/cc288/Superdee100/HNI_0081_zpsae6119b8.jpg)

These are for you!

Whenever you're feeling down, just take a gander at these and remember I'm always here for you. And the best part is that you can save these directly to your 3DS!

And X is here for you as well! 8D

I'm glad I at least have these messages to remember her by. And I'm happy that we all had to opportunity to meet someone as wonderful as Ahrzayl. She was so much fun and I learned a lot about her.

She will be truly missed.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Sophbox on December 08, 2015, 07:23:05 AM
She was the cutest person I'd ever met, her little ;w; and n.n emoji's would make me smile every time along with her "Hugglecuddlesnugglewuggles" xD I'll miss them a lot, She was the other half to me, we did everything together and we talked for hours, never leaving eachothers side and it's just so hard to see her go, She made me promise that I'd never replace her as my best friend xD
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Dr. Wily II on December 08, 2015, 07:27:01 AM
Darn... I remember her very interesting RP posts, and the way she presented herself here was very entertaining and fresh. She was just such a perky person...

She will be missed... My heartfelt condolences...
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Quickman on December 08, 2015, 07:28:11 AM
She was indeed a great RPer.  I enjoyed RPing with her.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Amatiramisu on December 08, 2015, 07:28:26 AM
It's very unsettling that the best people are always taken too early. It sounds to me like she was a fun person. Wish I could've made friends with her as well.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Dr. Wily II on December 08, 2015, 07:34:06 AM
Her RP posts were dark, yet light-hearted at the same time. It was really a read to behold at times.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Amatiramisu on December 08, 2015, 07:34:56 AM
You have an example?
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Dr. Wily II on December 08, 2015, 07:35:54 AM
I need to dig them up, mostly... I recall from the Pokemon RPs.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Sakura Leic on December 08, 2015, 07:38:22 AM
I honestly felt really uncomfortable with her Pokemon RP posts, but that's all I'll really say about that subject.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Protoman Blues on December 08, 2015, 07:42:47 AM
That certainly sounds like something she would do, I still remember her making an outrageous comparison with PB in an Indiana Jones hat and Freddie Krueger.

Yeah, I remember that!

Looking at her old posts, I found this. (http://forum.rockmanpm.com/index.php?topic=7088.msg398867#msg398867) I remember that. She was such a fun person!
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Amatiramisu on December 08, 2015, 07:45:13 AM
...Oh, looking at her profile, she left shortly after I joined. It's odd that I don't think we've interacted...

At any rate, that's a hilarious exchange between you two haha. She was really witty.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Dr. Wily II on December 08, 2015, 07:49:01 AM
Argh, it's not easy c+p on my phone.
If you really would like to read some of her RP posts, head to the "RPM Pokemon Adventure Thing", and search for her name.

... Darn... Reading up on Steiner really brought back memories.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Protoman Blues on December 08, 2015, 08:27:38 AM
She also briefly RP'd in the RPM Avengers RP as well as the Scarlet Witch. Lol, that was funny!
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Sakura Leic on December 08, 2015, 08:31:05 AM
I loved her Scarlet Witch, it was perfect.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Phi on December 08, 2015, 08:50:07 AM
She was the cutest person I'd ever met, her little ;w; and n.n emoji's would make me smile every time along with her "Hugglecuddlesnugglewuggles" xD I'll miss them a lot, She was the other half to me, we did everything together and we talked for hours, never leaving eachothers side and it's just so hard to see her go, She made me promise that I'd never replace her as my best friend xD

Yeah, she was so adorable and incredibly fun to talk to. I'm glad that you were always by her side.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Protoman Blues on December 08, 2015, 09:33:07 AM
I just spent the last couple of hours going back and re-reading all her posts. Zay was such a unique & fun person, with a vivid and amazing imagination, as well as an incredible sense of humor. From her first couple of posts (http://forum.rockmanpm.com/index.php?topic=2.msg362006#msg362006), I could tell that we were going to get along great. She brought such a fun energy to RPM. Zay was already missed and I think those that talked with her will remember her for a very long time.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Phi on December 08, 2015, 09:41:42 AM
Haha, yep I remember that post. She was amazing.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Amatiramisu on December 08, 2015, 09:48:07 AM
Now I feel really bad... I was there when she joined... [tornado fang] me. I really should have made more of an effort to get closer to her. I feel really guilty about that.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Protoman Blues on December 08, 2015, 11:42:04 AM
Don't feel guilty. Try not to feel bad either. From what little I knew of her, Zay doesn't seem like the type that would want you to feel bad about any of that.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Mr. Haxwell on December 08, 2015, 11:55:45 AM
This is really heartbreaking to hear. I can't even find words to describe how sad I am right now; not getting the chance to know her better.

She started off so well from the beginning, before fate had to intervene. I'm too heartbroken to even be sincere with my condolences to her, and those who knew her well.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Blue Valkyrie on December 08, 2015, 03:23:20 PM
I'm so sorry-I can't even begin to imagine whats it's like to lose a close friend, I'm here if you need to talk.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: ViperAcidZX on December 08, 2015, 09:31:49 PM
I'm pretty much in the same boat as Unkawaii, already feeling like [parasitic bomb] about it. My condolences goes out to Ahrzayl's friends and family, as well as everyone on RPM who knew her better than I did.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Quickman on December 08, 2015, 09:33:46 PM
I still remember the PokeSocks.  Every time I see PokeSocks, I think of her.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: VixyNyan on December 08, 2015, 11:52:14 PM
 :'( I just found out, it's really sad to see something like this happen. It feels so emotionally heart-crushing to lose a close friend. As long as you stood close to her and supported her as much as you could, that is a great thing. It's always horrible when a disease take away someone you love like that. I just hope her family and friends can muster through this and don't worry, we are here if you need to discuss things or want to talk through this. I'm sorry, I just came back and feel bad for lack of comforting words. ;^;
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Fxeni on December 09, 2015, 01:36:44 AM
That's unfortunate... she certainly brought a certain pizzazz to the place. Sad to see her go.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Quickman on December 09, 2015, 02:39:14 AM
So one the way back home we stopped at Walmart. (Guh. >.> ) I did manage to find some socks that were ironically perfect for me. xD

(http://i39.tinypic.com/2pqur20.jpg)

Those adorable Pokesocks~
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Cpie on December 12, 2015, 11:22:31 AM
I don't know who she was, but I'd like to share my heartfelt condolences with the people who did. I can't imagine the pain her family and close friends are going through. May she rest in peace.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Sophbox on January 18, 2016, 11:39:18 AM
Hey guys, I figured I'd post a small update here as to how things are going.
 
Ahrzayl's funeral was on the 26th of December, she had her family and close friends attending but that was all (by wish of her parents), things are still a bit tough, Her parents are doing what they can to cope and push through this, I'm still very beaten up over it but I know she'd not want us to mope about but to remember her however we can, I myself have Soraka from League of Legends to hold on to (Her main champion) and she was the Max to my Chloe (Life is Strange), But however way you can remember her I think would be nice, I probably won't be around for much longer after posting this though. If you have any questions about her or anything feel free to message me or something, I wish you guys the best.
 
~Sophbox
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Quickman on January 18, 2016, 04:14:42 PM
Actually, putting together a memorial of sorts is a nice idea.  Zay was on my mind again lately; reminiscing over past RPs.  She was a great RPer and I miss her characters and interaction.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Protoman Blues on January 18, 2016, 09:59:17 PM
Thank you very much for the update, Soph. Really appreciate it.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Dr. Wily II on January 19, 2016, 01:20:33 AM
She will always be remembered in our hearts. Thank you Sophbox.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Phi on January 19, 2016, 01:48:58 AM
Thank you for the update and I'm really glad she got to know you.

I swear I will never forget her.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Fxeni on January 19, 2016, 04:58:00 AM
Thanks for letting us know, Soph. All the best to you and her family.
Title: Re: Ahrzayl
Post by: Amatiramisu on January 19, 2016, 06:12:32 AM
Appreciate it mate. I really think you should stick around with us some more. You seem cool.