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Off The Wall / Re: "What's Upsetting You Right Now?"
« on: February 15, 2013, 08:26:02 PM »
It's pretty rare that I say this so bluntly, but Ruri? [tornado fang] you. [tornado fang] you in the ass with a splintered bludgeon. I had some degree of respect for you, but your behavior as of late has been absolute bullshit. This is just the topper, here.
Now I realize, we can't all be "perfect" like you... But oh, wait! You're here, on the Internet with the rest of us, aren't you? But instead of trying to be friendly and forming bonds with people, you lash out at people because "it's funny" to [acid burst] people off "text boxes" while typing like a retarded monkey. Well, if that's what passes for "perfection" on the Internet these days, I'd rather keep being a "drama whore" who writes his thoughts out in paragraphs, makes deep, emotional connections with "text boxes," and uses book-style formatting "even for forum posts".
So I say again: [tornado fang] you, Ruri. [tornado fang] you and get lost. Nobody likes you. Online or off.
Back to the topic of my ex-friend:
Some people make friends over the Internet because they want to. Others do because they have to. Not everyone can be Mr. or Ms. Popularity in real life, and so they form bonds with people on the Internet.
I am one of these kinds of people.
I like people. I really do. I love people, in fact. And I get attached very easily to just about anyone who gives me a metaphorical "pat on the head". Apparently, this is unacceptable in real life. Nobody likes friendly people. On the Internet, however? A lot of people appreciate being acted friendly toward. Sometimes, however, things take a turn for the worse and the friendship doesn't last. This particular friendship fell apart over something absolutely [tornado fang]ing stupid. The other person was depressed and apparently finally decided I wasn't worth [tornado fang]ing with anymore since I couldn't give them my undivided attention 24/7/365.
When they weren't being needy, they were the tops. I loved them dearly. But more and more were they whining at me to talk -- more and more were they whining at me to roleplay -- more and more were they trying to get my attention. I tried to sit down with them and talk about things like mature adults would, and while they listened and understood, it was pretty damn clear to me that they simply did not care. "They were right and I was wrong" was the mentality they had. They absolutely would not, could not, simply trust that I was telling them the whole truth -- that I get distracted very easily and that I wasn't ignoring them on purpose, not to mention that I wasn't ignoring just them. I even made a point in telling them that I was doing the same thing to everyone -- including a person they know I absolutely and positively adore.
Now, to be perfectly fair, they'd been so severely [tornado fang]'d in both real life and Internet friendships by just about everyone and everything that I can understand why they'd have such a hard time believing anyone when they say "sorry," much less "I'm not doing such-and-such on purpose". They also made a point to tell me that they felt used "half the time", since apparently all I ever did was roleplay with them or flirt with them. This is only partly true. I also talked with them about their day and how they felt. I guess it's easy to forget that when you're having a completely [tornado fang]'d-up day due to your potential significant other pretty much telling you "your words are meaningless to me". (And though that sounded sarcastic, I actually do mean it.)
So, yeah. I draw in damaged people, and I do what I can to try and help them and make them feel less damaged, but sometimes these people are damaged a little beyond what I can do.
Now I realize, we can't all be "perfect" like you... But oh, wait! You're here, on the Internet with the rest of us, aren't you? But instead of trying to be friendly and forming bonds with people, you lash out at people because "it's funny" to [acid burst] people off "text boxes" while typing like a retarded monkey. Well, if that's what passes for "perfection" on the Internet these days, I'd rather keep being a "drama whore" who writes his thoughts out in paragraphs, makes deep, emotional connections with "text boxes," and uses book-style formatting "even for forum posts".
So I say again: [tornado fang] you, Ruri. [tornado fang] you and get lost. Nobody likes you. Online or off.
Back to the topic of my ex-friend:
Some people make friends over the Internet because they want to. Others do because they have to. Not everyone can be Mr. or Ms. Popularity in real life, and so they form bonds with people on the Internet.
I am one of these kinds of people.
I like people. I really do. I love people, in fact. And I get attached very easily to just about anyone who gives me a metaphorical "pat on the head". Apparently, this is unacceptable in real life. Nobody likes friendly people. On the Internet, however? A lot of people appreciate being acted friendly toward. Sometimes, however, things take a turn for the worse and the friendship doesn't last. This particular friendship fell apart over something absolutely [tornado fang]ing stupid. The other person was depressed and apparently finally decided I wasn't worth [tornado fang]ing with anymore since I couldn't give them my undivided attention 24/7/365.
When they weren't being needy, they were the tops. I loved them dearly. But more and more were they whining at me to talk -- more and more were they whining at me to roleplay -- more and more were they trying to get my attention. I tried to sit down with them and talk about things like mature adults would, and while they listened and understood, it was pretty damn clear to me that they simply did not care. "They were right and I was wrong" was the mentality they had. They absolutely would not, could not, simply trust that I was telling them the whole truth -- that I get distracted very easily and that I wasn't ignoring them on purpose, not to mention that I wasn't ignoring just them. I even made a point in telling them that I was doing the same thing to everyone -- including a person they know I absolutely and positively adore.
Now, to be perfectly fair, they'd been so severely [tornado fang]'d in both real life and Internet friendships by just about everyone and everything that I can understand why they'd have such a hard time believing anyone when they say "sorry," much less "I'm not doing such-and-such on purpose". They also made a point to tell me that they felt used "half the time", since apparently all I ever did was roleplay with them or flirt with them. This is only partly true. I also talked with them about their day and how they felt. I guess it's easy to forget that when you're having a completely [tornado fang]'d-up day due to your potential significant other pretty much telling you "your words are meaningless to me". (And though that sounded sarcastic, I actually do mean it.)
So, yeah. I draw in damaged people, and I do what I can to try and help them and make them feel less damaged, but sometimes these people are damaged a little beyond what I can do.
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Off The Wall / Re: "What's Upsetting You Right Now?"
« on: February 15, 2013, 07:56:51 AM »I got chocolates today too.At least that means they're really good. Unless they're non-German. German chocolate is beast, I hear...
From my Grandmother who just arrived from Germany this afternoon. :/
On the topic of being upset, I had a special friend up until about 10 minutes ago. Now, they're just an RP partner. And nothing more. ... all because I couldn't just pay more attention to them...
Silly, naive me. I never thought the friendship would end. I was always the one person who saw only the good in her, never any of the bad. But I guess my inattentiveness due to lack of focus and multi-tasking skills put the kaibosh on that.
Guess there's nothing left to do but sleep.
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Fan Creations / Re: Vixy Randomness~
« on: February 15, 2013, 01:44:56 AM »
Cuteness maximus! ^_^
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Off The Wall / Re: "What's Upsetting You Right Now?"
« on: February 15, 2013, 01:37:09 AM »You and the person over the phone partake in sexually explicit conversations. Talking about their intimate desires, creating suggestive fantasies for the other person.You had me at "partake".
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Off The Wall / Re: y do u guise do nasty things
« on: February 14, 2013, 09:28:30 PM »
i tot dis topic wuz clsd HO OPND IT
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Off The Wall / Re: "What's Upsetting You Right Now?"
« on: February 14, 2013, 09:27:38 PM »
I'm going to assume today's The Price is Right was a couples episode and the couple utterly failed at getting those little pucks into the 10,000 spot.
I probably assume wrong.
I probably assume wrong.
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X / Re: New game with playable X and Zero (and Tron)
« on: February 14, 2013, 06:03:58 PM »
It's a turn-based strategy RPG with Tales of series-style combat, I think. Don't quote me on that, though.
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Forum Games / Re: "What Are You Thinking Now?"
« on: February 14, 2013, 11:19:38 AM »
Hm. o_o I am quite interested.
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Forum Games / Re: "What Are You Thinking Now?"
« on: February 14, 2013, 10:44:14 AM »
^ I approve of this entire message. Though, I have absolutely no idea what a "WUSHU" is. 
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Off The Wall / Re: Reposted Picture Thread (56K Warning)
« on: February 14, 2013, 10:39:52 AM »
VDr, VDs, and VDn by ~FuPoo
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My Valentines' Day just got about a million times better right now. Roll and Nikki, my #1 and #2 waifus~
Edit: ... does this count as a double-post? I don't see the "Double Posts" link anywhere... And it is the start of a new page... *worries to death*
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Forum Games / Re: "What Are You Thinking Now?"
« on: February 14, 2013, 10:16:10 AM »Can't tell if informing or upset.Yes.
oh get over itNo.
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Forum Games / Re: Add a caption to the previous poster's avatar, ROUND TWO!
« on: February 14, 2013, 10:15:05 AM »
"Is that game still loading? Sheesh."
[spoiler=Re:White-Jet]I totally read that in David Hayter's voice. And it was hilarious.[/spoiler]
[spoiler=Re:White-Jet]I totally read that in David Hayter's voice. And it was hilarious.[/spoiler]
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Forum Games / Re: "What Are You Thinking Now?"
« on: February 14, 2013, 05:14:22 AM »
And now, one of my trademark off-(sub-)topic replies:
Depending on the people involved, it's also "go ahead and make my character react to yours if you feel like it."
At least that's my experience.
It just occurred to me we should have a regular superhero RP.The RP system on this forum is "post whenever the [tornado fang] you feel like it and don't try and force others to post, [dark hold]."
I would totally start this up if I weren't completely unfamiliar with the RPM universe and how you guys RP here.
Depending on the people involved, it's also "go ahead and make my character react to yours if you feel like it."
At least that's my experience.
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Off The Wall / Re: y do u guise do nasty things
« on: February 14, 2013, 05:13:38 AM »
i do cuz [tornado fang] [parasitic bomb] [acid burst] lol fgt
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Emulation / Re: NES palette
« on: February 14, 2013, 02:51:10 AM »
Okay, fine.
I was wrong. Horribly, horribly wrong.
Lesson learned: Wikipedia cannot be trusted and is full of [parasitic bomb] about everything and anything.
And incidentally, VirtuaNES's default palette seems to match the NTSC palette provided there. And I genuinely think it looks butt ugly. I like my colors a bit less vivid and a little more washed-out. But that's clearly just me.
I was wrong. Horribly, horribly wrong.
Lesson learned: Wikipedia cannot be trusted and is full of [parasitic bomb] about everything and anything.
And incidentally, VirtuaNES's default palette seems to match the NTSC palette provided there. And I genuinely think it looks butt ugly. I like my colors a bit less vivid and a little more washed-out. But that's clearly just me.
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Off The Wall / Re: Reposted Picture Thread (56K Warning)
« on: February 14, 2013, 02:45:39 AM »
... Awesome!
As is this:
Awesome!As is this:
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General / Re: Change my nickname, please
« on: February 13, 2013, 07:40:25 AM »I have a feeling just posting here will end with my name getting toyed with again.But Kawaii!
Oh well, I don't really like being Kawaii anyway.
You are kawaii.
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Off The Wall / Re: Reposted Picture Thread (56K Warning)
« on: February 13, 2013, 05:44:26 AM »
o_o Hey! I know that Stormtrooper!! But what was his name... Dang it!
Oh well. Nice to see he's still kickin' it.
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Forum Games / Re: "What Are You Thinking Now?"
« on: February 13, 2013, 04:15:21 AM »So I fixed the ribbons for my neko ears. They hold up very well, surprisingly.Dude, you are totally awesome. If I had your level of self-confidence and self-comfort, I would be unstoppable... which is probably a bad thing, considering what sort of weirdo I am, but heeey. ♪
Decided to wear them to school anyways. I'm disqualifying today because what little of fourth period I had left was spent in an unused room where everybody sat against a wall on the opposite side of the room I was in, and that period is the worst period I had. As for the results, they were strangely positive. I think I only got two actual insults, and the rest was the guys were mostly just cool with it, and the girls called me cute and tried playing with the bells.
I think the best part, strangely enough, was near the end of the day I was called a [Top Spin] for wearing pink cat ears by a guy wearing a shirt the exact same color as the ribbons. He then promptly left (ran in fear) before I could give a proper reply (tell him he's a giant hypocrite).
Between you and Fuzzy I can't decide who to nominate as my bro for this forum.'scuse me whilst I blush.
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Forum Games / Re: "What Are You Thinking Now?"
« on: February 12, 2013, 08:57:02 PM »
It's never a good idea to put vegetables in your ear.
Just sayin'.
Just sayin'.
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Forum Games / Re: CTRL+V
« on: February 12, 2013, 10:03:23 AM »That's why you should've changed your name to Froinlaven."OH LADY, OH LADY, OH LADY, OH LADY, OH LADY, OH LADY, NIIICE LADY"
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Canceled post in the "What Are You Thinking Right Now?" thread. Decided the topic was over with by the time I went to post it.
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General / Re: Change my nickname, please
« on: February 12, 2013, 01:05:15 AM »okay, so Phi is Archetype/Superdee and Fuzzy Mittens there is Joseph Collins. Got it.Is that a rule? Aww, I wanted to confuse people on-purpose!
Didn't we used to have some rule where people had to say who they were to avoid confusion after name changes or something?
Fixed. x:
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General / Re: Change my nickname, please
« on: February 12, 2013, 12:46:39 AM »For some reason I want the word fuzzy in it.Looks like you got your wish.
Meow meow~